Sick

Yeah down with a viral cough.... coughing non stop like a TB patient and vomit... seems like the medcine is not doing its job... wonder when i will recover... this things has been going on and off for months already... =(

Yupz this is rather an unhappy post (you can oped not to read).... yupz... sometimes i really feel like sitting by the fence watching people around me to be happy and being blessed... on the outside i would really want to congratulate them or happy for them... but sometimes when u are in back to ur own room... u just feel kind of.... when is the day that breakthrough will come.... blessings will come.... wishes will come true... holding on the positive mindset seems to be always being challenged by the things happening around and to you... yupz... if this is the test of patience... my patience is really being tested right to the extreme.... sometimes u just want simple things yet that simple things just can't become reality... sometimes i think to myself how long i can last... indeed people to people relationships are hard to managed... just dun have a flair in it... yupz... just want to vent something out... is really sucky when u gotta handle such =( , sch stress and being sick at the same time...

Done

Haha Karen a.k.a Ren Mei asked me to do this... i shall try my best! :p

How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
- "Daze - Superhero"
Hahaha feel more like the artist than the song title... feeling dazed now... after all the mid test and sch work plus the poor mid term result of Microeconomics analysis II. I'm tired especially today woke up early for Money and Banking test.

Will you get far in life?
- "Train - Drops of Jupitor"
Think for both artist and song title seems that i will get far in life lol... (Train travel fast and far, Jupitor is so far from earth too)

How do your friends see you?
- "Sun Yan Zi - We Will Get There"
Hmmm the lyrics goes " Remember the days, we set out together with faith? Remember the times, so fine, when we thought that nothing could stand in our way?....... Together we've tried, as we stood side by side".. maybe suggest i always be there for them? =P

Will you get married?
- "Evanescence - My Immortal"
Yeah! I will... Cos "She's" my immortal! she will live forever in my heart =P

What is your best friend’s theme song?
- "Petey Pablo - Show Me Tha Money"
Haha never knew my fren so materialistic hahah =P joking keke...

What is the story of your life?
- "Elton John - Candle In The Wind"
What a song... yeah my life went through a lot of storms and not easy... like the candle in the wind... yeah...

What was high school like?
- "98 Degrees - Invisible Man"
Haha I'm invisible in my secondary school... sometimes i felt transperent

What’s in store for this weekend?
- "Jennifer Paige - Crush"
Haha i dunno what to say for this! oh oh! yeah I'm gonna see my long ago crush this weekend... Uh oh... =X

How’s your life going?
- "Migde Ure - Breathe"
The lyrics says "With every waking breath I breathe, I see what life has dealt to me. With every sadness I deny, I feel a chance inside me die." but out of all the darkness in life... this follows as in the lyrics... "Give me a taste of something new, to touch to hold to pull me through. Send me a guiding light that shines, across this darkened life of mine"

How can you get ahead in life?
- "Aerosmith - Don't Wanna Miss A Thing"
Not to miss the good things around me and appreciate the things around me?

What’s the best thing about your friends?
- "Take That - How Deep Is Your Love"
Yeah they love me for who am I. I felt blessed to have them. Is a gift from God... =)

What song will they play at your funeral?
- "Nelly Furtardo - Maneater"
Haha better don't play this man... later the whole funeral everyone start eating each other :p

How does the world see you?
- "Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated"
I'm Vindicated! Im innocent! :p

Will you have a happy life?
- "Backstreet Boys - As Long As You Love Me"
As the song suggest.... hahaha yupz exactly... i will be happy when i feel loved lol... Friends u all know what to do liaoz hur? =P kekeke

Do people secretly lust after you?
- "BB Mak - Ghost Of You And Me"
Woah thats spooky :P

How can you make yourself happy?
- "Nelly Furtado - I'm Like a Bird"
Freedom!! Fly like a bird! keke

What should you do with your life?
- "Amy Winehouse - Rehab"
I need a rehab! yeah.... seriously....

Will you ever have children?
- "Human Nature-Eternal Flame"
Hahaha yeah i would like to... is that human nature?

What song would you strip to?
- "98 Degrees - Why"
Yeah why should i do that? :p

What does your mum think of you?
- "M2M - Miss Popular"
Haha woah... that will never happen from my mum :P

What is your deep, dark secret?
- "Airbag Feat. Mary Mary - The Name Game"
Hahaha woah.... this is hard.. makes no sense at all! LOL

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
- "The Calling - Nothing's Changed"
Haha nothing in them has changed :P

What’s your personality like?
- "Backstreet Boys - Larger Than Life"
Yeah like the songs says... I'm larger than life Wohooo!!!"

What song will be played at your wedding?
- "Richard Marx - Now And Forever"
Yeah! I will say to "her" i love you now and forever!! now and forever i will be your man!!!! aaaaawwwwwwww!!!!

I am tagging:
1. Adeline Yeung
2. Cinthia Lim
3. Vanessa Poh
4. Wynne Tan
5. Yong Teck

Food Story

Random things and thoughts about food i have recently (*warning* read only when you have time cos is really very random)

- The Hokkien Mee Stall newly open at Jurong Point 1st floor, the uncle everytime i buy hokkien mee from him he doesn't seem to be in a good mood. But the Hokkien mee really rox...

- Everytime i want to buy KFC in Jurong Point, the queue is always so long compared to all the fastfood resturants like macdonalds, Subway, Mos burger and Long John's Silver. And one thing i don't really understand, I'm not trying to be racist here but the long queue in KFC is due to Bangalas and they only seem to patronise KFC not the other fastfood resturant... Whats up with KFC

- I am addicted to Aderson's of Denmark Belgium Chocolate Ice Cream Milkshake now as the choco bits are simply irresistable

- Subway always run out of Egg Mayo when i wish to have some at Jurong Point

- Subway i bought at takes default by toasting your bread without asking u whether u want to toast or not, which they usually do ask in the past (this happens to me at Jurong Point and NUS), when i like my honey oat with eye mayo or tuna untoasted.

- Every thursday my standard food is Chicken rice from Arts Canteen muslim store

- I like my chocolate waffles to be crispy instead of soggy ones in arts Canteen.

- I love to eat at Bukit Timah Market, it makes me happy, i don't know why? cos i spend my childhood there?

- Fong Seng Ice Milo Rox!

- I missed Tioman's Roti Cani (Prata)

Told you is random =)

Easter Sunday

"Forgivness is the most powerful attribute you can have, and once is given, you feel free in your soul"

Just random thought i have when Easter is a time for forgiveness where God send his Son to die on the cross for us... anyway i am glad my tuition kid remembers me while he sees me at the bus stop near church and he has grown up liaoz... plus he is scoring As in his maths which i used to teach him... so glad for him...

Good Friday

Really thank God that the Econometrics paper is managable and sometimes is a paradox that when the paper is too hard... u complain and worry u get a bad grade... on the other hand when the paper is easy u also complain and worry that the answer u gave is not sufficient and doubt it cos is like so simple... pretty decieving ... well thats how i felt during the mid term... and additonal pressure is on that u cannot make careless mistake as everyone is going to score... yeah... bell curve at its work again... really hoping for the best...

Well yst had a gd time enjoyed myself with a fun bunch of ppl which is sports camp o comm... really thank God to bless me with ppl like this to make my life interesting...

Now on my hand i still have 1 more money banking mid term... Geog J2... and one econometrics project to finish and D Day is 7 april which will beginning my mugging journey for final exam and is dive dive dive for me... and can't wait for 19th April's Asia Dive Expo....

well on the area of my life... i receive a very nice quote "slow and steady" and realy hope that history dun repeat itself...

Mid term Again

Econometrics tml.. i am Chua Sai-ing now.... is continous tense... and it will last till tml... i know my work.. but i seem unable to link everything... ahhhhh... help me!!!

7 Deadly Sins

Greed:	Very Low
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Very Low
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Low
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

Mid Term Woes

Well just finished EC3101 mid term today... tough and i make silly mistakes out of panic... sigh... went in very confidently cos i already study until sian liaoz... then unable to perform when time ticks at a very fast pace... really hope i will be in the upper range in the standard deivation range... sighz... next will be econometrics... tml will start mugging it and hope i can do well in that...

I also just realised i already been blogging for a year already.... haha i never thought i will start to blog until i took a step of faith to do it... and somehow this is a place i let out my woes... express my views... update my frens... and encourage others too... hope for the past yr you all enjoy it as myself a noob blogger =)

Changing Personalities

Well as you know people are ever changing creatures.... change is the only constant... well sometimes the change is rather scary... sometimes u have people whom you are rather close with and u do share a lot with during gd times and bad times.... but sometimes out of no where... without any warning or any signs... people suddenly change.... sometimes you become the victim of that change which u somehow lose a fren cos of that... which he or she suddenly cut contacts with you and totally acknowledge you as strangers... it is pretty scary... is like u did nothing wrong yet u still kena this kind of wrath... which i find it rather dissapointing and scary... u never know when someone will do that to u when you experienced a few incidents like this which u didn't do anything or say anything to hurt that person... and the sad thing is that u can't do anything about it and gotta swallow this hard fact.... yupz rejection at work again...

St John's Island

A Day at St. John's Island for out GE2218 Project Fieldwork....

Happy Birthday Merrisa!

hmmm as my fingers at my keypad... i dunno what i should blog down... even the title i also got no idea what to put.... well this week seem to be a packed week.... went St John's Island for some field studies for my geog project... Is been dunno how long i have took a ferry to the southern Islands... took a number of photos (will post when is up)... and enjoy 15mins of St john's Island... i guess it is a nice place.... sunny with green vegetation... with the sea surrounding it... an ideal place to come with ur loved ones and have a pinic while lazing ur weekends there to unwind.... after that gotta leave to go church but in the midst i land on Kusu island to have a look where i used to go with my parents when i was very young every October... nice place.. seems like the place become very small (when i was young the place look big!) maybe now i have grown up... things looks smaller now.... the turtles are still around... and after visiting them... i hoped back to the ferry and went back to mainland....

Well this week kind of a bad week for me emotionally... yeah... nothing new right... yupz trying to overcome... everytime i go for service.. i feel so relieved... sometimes things are hard to overcome... keeping the hope for it to be over and breakthrough will come... so sometimes i dun feel like talking or saying hi pls pardon me... well today while Kboxing with my frens after celebrate Merrisa 21st Bday... some songs and MV really hit me and think about wad im going through... sometime things in life are so hard to be explained... sometimes things happen i ask God are u joking with me? but somehow God will always find ways to relieve my pain in my heart while i going through many years of trying times emotionally... yeah i do admit i am weak in my emotions... i really wanna thank those who encourage me and talked to me.. i really appreciate it...

Yupz so on the lighter note... Happy 21st Bday Dan tou!!! =)

100th Dive Pictures

Here are somemore pics on 100th dive... too bad is not sunny.. is cold and rainy... =( somehow it marks a milestone in my diving life... now i am thinking of doing divemaster course to further take my hobby into greater heights serving ppl with the same passion... well is not easy to be one... but i gonna give a try if finances allows... currently still spilt between 2 shops.... wonder to do with which diveshop as both are also good... this year will be a year of diving... cos gonna go for a faraway trip... hopefully i can find frens to go with... and the most certification in a year (EFR, Rescue, Nitrox & hopefully Divemaster).... and lastly thinking of getting Scubapro Knighthawk BCD with AIR2(also known as octo inflator or inflator octo)and Mk25 Regulator with S600 2nd stage and 2 in 1 console or 3 in 1 console... if not the BCD i might get a jacket Scubapro or back floatation Zeagle... yupz lots of finances into diving... if there are more cash i might do PADI Deep Diver specialty too...

Sitting at the Fence

Tired is all i could say... sick and tired... cranky nowadays... pls pardon me if i have offend u due to my crankiness... mid terms coming in.... assignments and projects... i hate March and October.... but today somehow got a relieve i visit my old neighbourhood... i love my old neighbourhood... i love the life there 10 yrs ago... 10 yrs ago things seems to be fine... until i move house... life has been a lot of flunctuations.... i just love my old hse and the days i spend there... although i got bullied when i was young.. but i was happy with the frens i have there... hahaha im strange...

Rescue Diver Certified

After a Physical Tiring course which required me to do many physically demanding open water rescuing skills and stamina tests plus at the condition of poor weather and sea state 2 (choppy Seas) with current and lastly a tricky 50 question MCQ theory test with minimum 80% passing citeria... i finally passed my Rescue Diver course....

The open water skills consists of 4 different types of diver tows, unconcious diver on surface rescue, panic diver on surface rescue, throwing of bouyant devices to diver, Egress, underwater unconcious diver rescue, Use of emergancy oxygen, One full scene with unconcious diver on surface+egress+CPR on boat & finally a 800metres Snorkel Swim within 20mins timing. Wanna thank 2 person personally... one is Chris who is my instructor whom i had very gd conversations and coaching from him.... and Amanda... yes Amanda!!!! willing to volunteer as a Panic Diver when i asked her... thanks Amanda! hahaha =)

Well this trip is also my 100th Dive when i do my 1st leisure dive after my rescue course... took some photos... some photos are not ready yet with the 100th dive card... but my 100th dive jump from the top of a 2 story boat is ready.. thanks Norman for the Picture... and had my 1st Beer in my whole life time in the coach back... had a hard time cos is so so so bitter!!! but thanks to all those congrates me! below are the 100th dive plunging pic and remaining picture taken by Norman... The corals had regenerated and so far not bad... all the photos courtesy of Norman!

Preparing for the plunge...taking a look and assess the situation with fear... cos is so freaking high...

100th dive Plunge!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!

Pharoah Cuttle Fish (hell lots of them) side view

Pharoah Cuttlefish Front Close Up View

Turtle

Porcupine fish

Blue Spotted Stingray

Spider Crab?

Clownfish a.k.a Nemo

Giant Pufferfish spotted by Norman's Group