Hang On There

2 more days or 40 more hours to be exact to go i will cross the finishing line for this semester!!!! study!!!! STUDY!!!!!

Finshing Line: MPSH 1B
D Day Time: 3pm 2 December 08 (1pm Paper)
Module: EC3102 Macroeconomics Analysis II

Bad Start

Yeah Health economics was a disaster... cannot finish plus dunno how to do... this is the first time in uni life i di kam my MCQs for up to 10 questions... bad bad bad.... died miserably in that paper... later will be financial... oh God dun give me another heart breaker man.... but fortunate for health everyone complain like nobody business.... so hope the power of bell can save me and give me a minimum of B- .... anyway i realise for the past yr my exam have some patterns in venue.... Yr 1 majority was MPSH 1 and 2... so i call it the MPSH 1, 2 season then MPSH 5 season and then AS1 season... and it moved on to the PGP season... and now the Sheares Hall season... looks like there is a pattern in my exam venue... next yr i wonder wad will it be... hmmmm....

Car & Dating Agency Analysis

COE for 1600cc and below is currently $2 bucks.... and petrol prices are near $1.50 SGD per litre... gd time to buy a car man.... hahahaha provided u don't get retrenched :P

Currently many dating agnecies pop out... looks like u gotta sign up many membership to get a bigger circle of profiles potentially ur companion if the following assumptions applies:

1) Lets say a population of 1000 there are 100 dating competing agency.... all of them share the same amt of customer evenly and assume 1 person only chose 1 dating agency....

2) so 1 agency has 10 clients.... and assume gender ratio to be 0.5 so 5 male and 5 females....

3) If the customer only sign up for one agency and agency dun share thier database among each other... the customer only have 5 choices to pick from...

Therefore from the looks.... making dating agency privatise has its potential problems.... ppl gotta pay more to join many membership to increase thier chances if agency dun share thier database.... or still do not provide wide range of choices which the larger the amt of choices the higher chance u find someone u like.... if not such problems can only solved if the agency share thier database.... which from the consumer point of view... SDU is better.... hahahaha unless the government force the agency to share database... if not consumer need to pay for many membership to increase thier chances... :P

8 Dives

8 Dives on a regular Dayang Weekend is super duper tiring... even when i finished the first 5 dives on sat with a Dawn dive... i knocked out halfway logging my dives.... that tiring.... and Sunday 3 dives are done... Such fatique was being carried over on Monday... which halfway thru the lecture i dozed off as i slept rather late the night before due to washing of equipment... The Weather was rather bad during the weekend as it rains almost all the time... and the waves are strong and choppy... current was strong too... and worst of all... the visibility underwater is poor... so only managed to take a few pictures....

Now back to reality.... time to study for the final exams... seems like i am too lazy to study right now... i really need motivation to study man.... modules are difficult and packed together during exams.... wonder how am i going to survive... but guess God will bring me thru which i believed.... Whatever emotion baggage i left behind during the dive trips seems like waiting to come back to me when i am back from diving.... seems like is a tough battle... when there is a breakthrough... its really a miracle.... i really want to stop a life of feeling that i lack something.....

Quiz

Tml is my dreadful science quiz under the module food security and safety... i hope i can do well to cover for the exams... which i got no idea on how to do it... writing Bio essays? i never do bio in my life... sighz.. i need a miracle... after the quiz need to go for financial lecture which options and black scholes model is driving me nuts...

But after dat need to rush home pack my dive gears and Perry is going to pick me up and go to Dayang... i really hope the whaleshark is still there man.... hope i can make use of this diving trip to rejuvenate myself... put away all the sad things which clinging to me and have fresh energy to study next week intensively for my final exams... quite sad some of my frens having thier last exams as they will be graduating...

Lastly... was offered to take up the post for DPD sports camp... i dunno whether am i up to the challenge.... or i should just stick to my treasurer role... haiz...

Post Diarrhea Cravings

After a week of diarrhea finally my appetitte is back... sorry ade u never see me for a week cos i having diarrhea went to the doc or home immediate after every lesson... yupz now starting to have these cravings

1) Prata
2) Ice Cream
3) Waffles
4) Rosti
5) Seoul Garden
6) Meatballs
7) Cheese Sausage
8) Long John Grill Chicken
9) Chocolate Milkshake
10) Mud pies
11) Cheesecakes
12) teppanyaki chicken

Diahorrea

Yeah i was down with Diahorrea for 3 days... 3 days of misery... felt so weak and dying... yeah now i really cannot drink any alcohol especially Beer... cos after drinking those things... i have Diahorrea like nobody business.... =( really thank God is recovering now though the stomach is still quesy....

Deep In My Heart

Today i think i had too much drinks... after going for drinking sessions to session with the crew....even went to a pub with girls putting thier arms around u when u are alone and even footsie you.... but i hold myself well and rejected them well... but after going back home with lots of drinking... i felt that my emotions are all out... i really felt like a loser at times.... angry with myself... feeling that oh my God when are u going to deliver me? i am suffering now... why ppl out there playing can enjoy themselves... yet me trying to be mr nice guy get trampled... unappreciated and sick in the heart of my dreams feared not to come to pass.... i dunno wad to do at times... i am just angry with myself... and i am pretty lost... does it pay to be gd... currently not really.... or maybe i am too hurt that some gesture i may overloook... sorry to those ppl who tried... i am really weak now...