Again?

Is History repeating itself again? i hope not

Remembrance

Recently i suddenly keep thinking about this fren i have... 2yrs ago i get to know this friend from a tutorial class... we move on to be close frens where we share a lot of stuff with each other... we go out for movies and meals... she is someone who i really treasure as a friend... a few months ago... soemthing terrible happened.... she suddenly ignore me and shun away from me... i don't know what happened... it just happens too suddenly... after dat im really depressed... a frenship can overnight turn bad without any warning.. i wonder wad wrong i did... but i just can't seem to find out... maybe someone bad mouthed me i really dunno.... but after all i still regard her as a fren... i just hope miracle will happen and we can reconcile... if not i really wanna thank her for the frenship we had before... as she give me company when i am down... fren this post is for you =)

Happy Birthday Natz

Happy 21st Birthday Natalie! hope u have a great day! great to know you girl... stay happy always! oh yah we have known each other for a year already! happy 1 yr frenship anniversary! =P

Air Weapons

Today finally got to try air weapons and somehow enjoyed it... yeapz

Tried Too Hard

I felt like a pest around the ppl whom i know.... have i tried too hard? i seriously thinking about it... should I stop being a nice person whom i felt God called me to be? or am i not up for it? i may be overly sensitive as i got hurt too much by things happening? Every Day and Night all i hope to be a gd fren to the ppl around me... but it seems not so... vexing thoughts comes to my mind and i seriously dunno where i belong... am i heading desolation or am i holding on to hopes for a better life? many said things will get better but it seems not so... should i keep on biting the bullet or should i give in and lower my expectations... maybe my soul is just empty... love tank dried up as bone... but of all... no matter what happens... i will never leave u my God... though i am suffering but its not Your fault....

Backed to School

Finally backed to school... thought still feel kind of sucky... i am grateful of some of my schoolmates are concerned and they make me feel appreciated like Sharon... Shuping... Charissa... Jolene... Jan... Karen... Amanda and more ppl thanks people... yupz... plus today finally after a gazillion years the milo truck came... manage to have a few cups... i want more!!! anyway heres my confirmed timetable for those who wanna know...

Monday:
1000 - 1200: EC3102 - Macreconomics Analysis II Lecture @ LT09

Tuesday:
1000 - 1200: GEK1502 - Food: Security and Safety Lecture @ LT24

Wednesday:
1200 - 1400: EC3353 - Health Economics I Lecture @ LT12
1600 - 1700: EC3353 - Health Economics I Tutorials(Everyweek) @AS4/0603

Thursday:
1100 - 1200: EC3102 - Macreconomics Analysis II Tutorials(Everyweek) @AS3/0212
1500 - 1600: EC3333 - Financial Economics I Tutorial(Every Week) @AS1/0209

Friday:
1000 - 1200: GEK1502 - Food: Security and Safety Tutorial(Everyweek) @ LT24
1200 - 1400: EC3333 - Financial Economics I Lecture @ LT14

Was quite lucky to get all my 3 tutorials when i only ballot for 3 tutorials class for all 3 modules... so kind of please with this yr bidding and tutorial balloting also i got all wad i wanted... really thank God... anyway was happy dat singapore won its first own medal from the Olympics eversince independence.... anyway during service on sunday... after 3 long years eversince we move to Expo... manage to sung my favourite song... by Christian City Church - Perfect Love ... which the pre chorus is my IVLE welcome note:

"Your perfect love, hung on the cross, you paid the price, for my life"

yupz... for now i still seriously hope to see my life will start to be better... been in valleys for years already.... its a long story... plus kind of sensative.... shall not post here

(Anyway i dun like people ppl call just for the sake of attendance rather than listening oh ya hey im not a kid anymore, i hate reading so buying book is a serious mistake and i dun like spams too)

Arts Rag 2008 Video

Winners of:
1)NUSSU Challenge Shield for Most Environmentally Friendly Float
2)NUS President's Challenge Shield for Best Faculty Float

High Quality Video is at http://facebook.com/video/video.php?v=66123735435 if you have a facebook account

End of Holidays

Finally the 3 month long holidays has ended... today is the first day of school... kind of feel a bit neither here nor there... currently now doing my final year... would i say i will miss NUS or not.. i do not really have the answer... cos i do like the NUS life as a student.. but through the days went through many ups and downs.... and some hiccups... yupz... i dunno will my final yr will create a deep impression in my life... For the past 3 months... wad i went through was Malapascua Dive Trip... Sports Camp which took me 2 months.... Dive Camp.... PADI Divemaster course.... Arts Rag... speaking about arts rag... we finally won something from the winning nothing for the past 6 yrs and this yr is the best result of the whole FASS history... we won the most environmental friendly float and the best faculty float.. though i do not spend as much time as others in rag but i felt part of the family though i do not have the best personality of dat kind... the final 24hrs of rag is quite madness where everything was rushing and we typically sniff lots of glue due to the excessive amount of contact glue we use to finish up the float... manage to finish the last piece up at 1am on the dote which is the hands off time... we finally did it... and the last few hrs before handsoff timing was raining... is hard to kind of describe in words... anyway below are a few pics of Arts Rag 2008 which our theme is Arabian nights...

Yupz.... I will remember u guys =) thanks for all the frenship... anyway currently a lot of commotions in my emotions... yupz... many things are going through my mind... really hope all these things will not affect my academic performance in school... wanna finish Uni well and move on with life.... i really do like being a part of family and close company... is dat too hard to achieve?

Nice?

Sometimes it doesn't pay to be kind or nice to ppl...
(Or i should say most of the time?)

Dead End?

Just kind of feel i am on the edge....

DM Exams

Well finally done with my DM exam after much procrastination... now still dunno wether i pass or not... still gotta wait for the final reason soon... but after doing the paper kind of have the feeling is possible to pass... so just gotta hope there is not call ask me go back for another retest...

anyway something interesting happened when i took the test... was squating down wanna take a pic with the dogs in the shop but apprently i run out of battery... so i did not take any pictures... but while i was squating down... jill (a female jack russell terrier) suddenly turn her head and licked me and when i look at her... she just acted blur... lol... hahaha so cute sia... feel kind of loved by the little notti dog at the shop lol... anyway she also looks very cute when she stand with her hind legs and with her one folded and one unfolded ears... i love JRT more and more sia :)