Safe For Now

Finally went to the doctor... she said I alright... the ratio between good and bad cholesterol is at normal level... means i got high bad cholesterol and good cholesterol at the same time making the total cholesterol very high... but going to do a test soon to verify... maybe my bad cholesterol level might drop due to my exercise regime...

Anyway finally met up with my Uni friends who are same batch with me... been a good gathering and never knew Monopoly Cards are so fun... Thanks Sharon for helping me sms and coordinate the gathering and Selina for bringing the card game... and not to forgetting to thank everyone who came to make it possible...


Currently now thinking where to dive next year.... was looking at Lankayan Island, Sipadan Island, Maldives, Similans, Layang Layang, Bali or the Philippines... so far can only afford 2 to 3 trips... so gotta choose carefully as i do not have much leave if i help out in Sports Camp 2010 next yr... Anyway please date me for any mahjong game... hahah got the craving to play mahjong... :P

Dying

Haha i have very high cholesterol according to my health report.... 6.21 mmol/L... which is more than 6.20mmol/L under very high range... high risk in getting coronary heart diseases LOL.... very ironic... my cholesterol only rises after i start working out... :P Maybe its time to make a will LOL!

Early Payday

Yeah!!! payday brought forward by 7 days for December! $$$!!! wonder what should i buy for the month for Dec... DSLR? not enough yet.... New Crumpler Bag? Maybe..... or perhaps i should start my CNY shopping now.. so that i can slowly slowly buy the clothes i like... =) maybe i should go for some feast to reward myself for exercising regularly for the past 2 months.... =P

Holiday

The first long weekend is finally here eversince i started work... but was doing some work in office that turned my morale off.... think i should suggest the better alternative i had suggested earlier to really make things work better... putting that aside... pretty glad i am going for a non diving holiday right after Chinese New Year... going to Bali for a RnR trip with OD crew which i will join them after thier diving at North Bali... will join them at the Villa we gonna stay and this is how the villa looks like which going to accommodate 9 of us...

More pictures and information about this villa are in http://purigoagongbali.com/

Lastly, would like to wish Selamat Hari Raya Haji to the Muslim frens =)

P.S: Woke up middle of the night as i dozed off at 8pm... was thinking that someone said that she was reading my blog... so i went to my blog to have a look and realised i seldom update my blog and my english was quite horrible... hahaha but who cares... :P

Last Dive of the Season

Finally hit my 200 dives mark... embarking to a 250 dive target hopefully by mid of 2011 or even by 2010 if i start to dive lead next yr.... went up with the crew for crew trip and enjoyed myself... i always love to go diving with a group... but somehow quite difficult for me to find someone... just like travelling... while going up Mersing... i had a chance to drive into JB and it was quite an interestinf experience.... day 1 was quite bad on the island... bad vis, strong current, choppy waters and rained the whole afternoon... so after morning 2 dives i ended my day after lunch.... day 2 was gd... vis got better, surface is calmer... but the current still strong... manage to see what a sea angel looks like right in front of my eyes at Rayner's rock while doing 5m safety stop with surface drift.... but sad thing of the trip is to see a turtle died not long ago as it was trapped in a man's jeans stuck to a coral underwater as it could not go to the surface to breath... it died with its eyes open and the whole body was stiff.... putting that aside.... overall was rather relax.. i haven't had a relaxing dayang trip for a long time... and one thing surprising was my boss had changed for a better... was kind of surprised... but was glad for him....

Work so far has been good... just hope that i will get my confirmation during April... and hopefully can get an increment as next yr my uni education loan repayment will kick in which cost me a bomb.... now gotta save up quite a lot for DSLR, Dive trip and non diving trip next yr since my fren willing to go with me during her leave.... Money money money.. always not enough... :(

Work Life

Guess i have not update this blog for a while eversince i put up Love by Albert Einstein... so far work is alright... just dat know starting to have more and more things coming in and need to think differently which i gotta start thinking deeper and look at things beyong what it is.... not easy skill but i guess i will try to master it... i hope after 6 months i can get confirmation for the employment and continue to strive....

finally i can dive once again and hit 200 dives very soon! today manage to do soemthing i never did before... running a full Biatholon at home... sawm 1km and ran 10km.... kind of felt satisfied... think i need to start thinking about what to do with life and though i am working but i still running out of cash.... now i starting to feel relieve that i do not have a gf...

so far there is a lot of things in my mind now... i am just unable to put it in words.... life is kind of shingz but well... still able to survive....

Love and Life by Albert Einstein

Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns.

Go for the man/woman of deeds and not for the man/woman of words, for you will find rewarding happiness, not with the man/woman you love but with the man/woman who loves you more.

The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow but never too far to feel the love within your being.

To let go of someone doesn’t mean you have to stop loving; it only means that you allow that person to find his/her own happiness without expecting him/her to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it.

You may find peace in loving someone from a distance not expecting something in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past, but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today.

There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer, but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don’t have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving.

Don’t let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well.

Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love, that doesn’t mean you failed in love.

Cry if you have to, but make sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.

There are two ways to live your life: One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.

There is no mistake so painful that love cannot forgive, no past so bitter that love cannot accept, and no love so little that we cannot start all over with.

Surprised

Someone told me she like me before 5 yrs ago.. i was in shock actually =) but i am honoured to hear such a truth... but i was kind of regret cos i was a little interested in her but i got someone in my mind during that period.... but again think of it.... yupz is the timing problem... which is not in my favor and also her favor.... well... its 5 yrs ago... and shes getting married soon which i find it puzzled that she told me now...

Well work has been good... picking up things as day goes by... looking at the CPF education loans i have right in front of me.... is quite a huge sum of money and yah... for the next 10 yrs gotta be thrifty... like budget meals during weekdays and less leisure goods... which now i find it a blessing to be single... cos it will really strain me financially if i have a gf.... =)

Work Life

Finally i stepped into the working world after 18 yrs of education... finally time to earn some cash and support myself... with such potential of income... many desires started to develop... ideas of going holiday, diving trips, new clothes, DSLR, good food and more.... After many months of slacking... getting into working mood seems to be a little challenging.... but i guess will be fine soon... my most feared minutes writing will soon come again... cos writing minutes during army is quite a big challenge ask i am the only ikan bilis in the whole conference room.... plus the fact i got registering problems... but with all these challenges i really hope i can do it well in my new job.... ppl around have been nice and getting along well... so far quite satisfied.... =)

Humidity

The Weather is insane these days.... Today had a chance to try out DSLR.... seems to be fun and good.... anyway Luke 6:31 Does not happen in my life...