Guess It Is Not Meant For Me

Helloz, Currently now outside central library at a bench in a cold windy afternoon at 4pm... waiting for my tutorial for macroeconomics at 5pm... a bit dun feel like going for the tutorial... firstly is very sian... secondly feeling quite down now..... yupz... in the previous post i mentioned that someone i have known is somehow potential for me.... yeah.... its was quite to the extreme today where i found out that the person just got attached... yeah... upon hearing it my heart got frozen.... yeah still gotta put up a good counternance and be normal as i could be... why is it dramatic? cos a few moments ago... i met ah neh fren KJ... found her very fam but wasn't so sure... so i ask ah neh come over since i meeting her in the forum... true enough is her fren KJ... and then realise that ah neh group of frens considering going sea sports camp... sounds cool... which means there is chance to know other of her fren thru that... but sadly... the bad news came which is the one i mentioned above... quite cruel right... brings u to a high and then u fell... like fly until very high and then drop down... ouch man.... yupz... haiz... live still gotta move on... kind of used to it liaoz... cos such things seems to always happen... a few moments ago full of faith... and now... yupz... guess gotta take down to really settle down... and now hoping and thinking.... whether will i find someone who is sweet nice tanned and bubbly..... who knows... except God knows... yupz... guess is time to look out again bah.... although chances to find someone like that is low... but well..... i dun really know what to say now... yeah...

Song of the moment that can describe how i feel now: Simple Plan - Untitled

I pass my EL1101E!!!

Hi there! wanna tell u all a gd news (Acutally is old news) that i passed my EL1101E Mid terms... Initially i failed it getting score out of 16/40 after the tutorial last week.. the teacher decided that one of the answer i answered wrong is considered correct... so she added 1 mark on top of the 16 which resulted a score 17/20... still fail... but as i saw my fren's question 3... i realised i got it partially correct and she marked me 0... so i went back to my tutor and tell her is it possible i can get some marks here... she look at me and say... "was it originally like that?" i was like YAH!!!! are you trying to say im cheating? hello? but nvm i reply her saying yes it was originally like dat and she say she will review it... and Praise God... when i got back my paper during the next tutorial.. she add 5 marks on top of the 17 which is 22/40... i passed! hahaha... yeah man.. the below pic explains it all...

I pass my EL1101E Mid terms!!!

Realised recently everyone is getting emotional... in short we call it emo... even teck also realised that in ppl's MSN nick... thinking about it im also quite a emo person... yeah.... especially when it come to love issues...yahz... like yesterday share a lot with my bestie ah neh about it... yeah... share a lot abt how each of us see relationship... yeah... even told her that how come im single until now... cos in the past i have 2 incident of almost getting into a relationship but in the end not due to incompatibility and fear... yeah... for me i feel that there is no such thing call trial... cos when the other put her 100% is not fair for her... yeah... thats just one of the thing we shared... for now... im quite scared of liking someone although someone potential i somehow know which i have no officially know the person has appeared.... just nice fits the bill im looking for... but there are barriers in know that person... haiz... headache.... scare to like ppl liaoz... cos most of the time is dissapointing... yupz... now gotta have big faith about that liaoz... yeah... so now just gotta let things be natural... and like what ppl always say... when its the right time... it will happen... hahaha....

Well second thing that is on my mind now is that ppl always ask me how come i know so many ppl or how come i got so many frens... i always tell them to be nice and smile... ppl will make fren with ya when u do that sincerely and start being a giver.... talking about nice.... it seems like some ppl i know in my life seems to got scared by my niceness.... in the end they "siam" away from me... thats y i got kind of dissapointed and annoyed that some ppl perceive my niceness as interested in them... then in the end frens also no need to be liaoz... it makes niceness like a sin? haiz ... kind of sad about it... cos i know i God revelation to me is to be a nice person, called to be faithful, a gd husband in future, and prosperous... a blessing to others... been working to that... although is hard as in the past i am a horrible person... but i know i can do it... and one interesting fact is that i seem to get along better with female than males... dunno why also... if thats the case let it be ba... yeah enough of all the emo stuff liaoz... hahaha.... lets move on...

As i promised to show u all the photo taken during dance uncensored 2007 at UCC when our diva ah zhu performs for one of the hall item representing raffles hall... heres the pic!! fresh from sharon today... hahah!!!

Taken with the Hot Sexy Diva Girl... hahahaha... dun beat me sharon! =P

Yeah! School kind of long today... had 2 econs lecture back to back.... and wed is my most dreaded day as those 2 lecture require lots of attention to listen to get it... yeah... here are some of the photos taken today and yesterday in school... enjoy!

Oh this kind of look wrong... lucky i put my hand inside.. if not really like holding hands sia... hahaha sorry ah neh not meant to ruin ur reputation... must make disclaimer: The above pic are 2 VERY GOOD FRENS... NOT COUPLE.... and they just happened to have crumpler bags and a fan of it... :P

Ah Neh posing happily with her new crumpler

Teck Seems to hate Mushroom related stuff nowadays...

Ah Neh loves hello Panda hahaha....

This is what teck and ah neh do in lib when they are bored....

Milo Truck Drive Away Operation Success!!!

Hey ppl, hope u all have a nice weekend so far... been a busy weekend since friday.... the "highlights are as below:

Friday: Marketing Tutorial followed by meet up with my sch frens, then after that cellgroup at Jason's place.
Saturday: Futsal Open 2007 till 4pm then go for church service at Expo then go for Benny Hinn Healing crusade Choir practice.
Sunday: Futsal Open 2007 till 6.30pm then go back sch to UCC for Ah zhu dance performance..

Yeah basically the whole weekend is packed with activities and the weather is hot till sucking all my energy away again... yeah Futsal Open 2007 is a success!!! and i saw my 39th CLT Course NCC mate Sukhbir... hahaha he is one of the FAS refree in the tournoment... haha... once the photos is being uploaded will post it.. yeah... and then ah zhu hall production dance was good... think can understand now why she really hate the song Candy Shop by 50Cent... oh man... will post the photo soon once is being uploaded... yeah...

But of all the hightlight of the highlight of the week is none other than the success of the Milo Truck Drive Away Operation!!! hahahaa the below pics will explain it well!!! One fine sunny HOT day during a Sat morning... i saw the Milo Truck at Kallang The CAGE

Posing with the highly sought after Milo Truck after it went MIA for a week from Central Forum.

The power of milo is so great until i have to drink around 10 cups to keep myself happy. Heres a pic of the heavnly Milo from the Milo Truck, Sweet, Chocolatey and Thick... oh man!! slurps*

Without any further delay, while the uncle is not looking! time to execute the desire i had for weeks... Drive the Milo Truck away!!! As u can see above... im a happy guy hahah!!!

FUTSAL!!!!

Hey!!! tml will be another busy day for me.. well today had a long day... getting ready to sleep now... had a chatting session with ah bo, teck, ah zhu and dawn today at engine canteen and talk with ah bo along the way... thanks ah bo for being such a gd fren :) azaa azaa! Currently thinking about the mkt1003 project.... like how am i going to do it well.... and also exams are coming in a months time... and i am not really mugging.... ppl kick my butt and ask me to mug ok? think i need some "scolding" to do mugging... yupz... currently looking towards arts camp and hope something gd will happen after that hahaha... (think only ah neh and ah bo knows now).... anyway going to crash now have a gd weekend ppl!

Thank You People!!!

Wanna thank all the ppl who come and support my blog... i was felt very touched and honoured that within 10 days my blog counter hits 300.... I thought nobody will come and look at this blog... so really wanna thank you all so much for the support!!! keep coming ok? i will try to update often... so keep supporting and tagging too!!!!

Today celebrated Leila and Ting Wei's Birthday at Marche Vivocity... hahahaa had some R rated comments made by Gareth and Ting Wei that send everyone laughing... oh man... thats so mean to dan tou... :P anyway we had a fun and enjoyable time... trying to post a picture but seems like leila or dawn is not online can;t really get it now... yeah... anyway just wanna say again... HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEILA!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAVIE!!!!

Anyway as usual many things run through my mind... thinking of what i should blog in... before doing this blog entry... was talking to ah bo about relationships... think about it... it is very true to that it takes more than love to keep 2 person together... and it is character... yupz... Think my blog title can really explains well what is love... but think of it... doing it is hard... reason being that people are imperfect... yupz... as i talk to my frens... as i listen to them as a fren... and i give them my thoughts as advice... i sometimes felt that after knowing so much... i cannot even apply it to my own life as i dun have any gf now... so kind of feeling sad about it... yupz... hahaha... anyway im ok.... yupz.... just a thought about things... hope what i share can spark a revelation in somebody who reads this... yeah.... relationship is a beautiful thing at the end of the day!!!!

天使

Hi there! School is as usual... had a 30min tutorial for microeconomics and join teck, ting wei and ah neh for lunch.... had a interesting talk... after that we went to the library... then i saw something i never saw before.... selina drooling while she sleep and i saw the whole process when the saliva flows out.... eeee yeeerrrr... hahaha oh man i took a photo of it but was caught red-handed... in the end she deleted all the photo away :(... after that met Joanna in town and i saw familiar face! Jamie!!!! with her "lesbian" fren as she said hahah!

Anyway this few weeks, a song keep ringing in my mind... which is Wu Yue Tian's Song called "Tian Shi" very nice song... makes me think of 2 things... firstly the song reminds me of my walk with God... God is like "Tian Shi" constantly watching over me and looking after me.... secondly the song makes me think of my love life.... hope i can find someone described as "Tian Shi" in the song... oh man.. my mind start thinking too much again... haiz.... big big problem in my life... but currently im ok... handling it well... trying not to think negative about it... below is the lyrics of the song...

歌曲：天使
歌手：五月天 专辑：为爱而生

你就是我的天使
保护著我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤
你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔
飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎黱样
只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖著肩膀
像眼泪依赖著脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖给我力量
像诗人依赖著月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂

Backed From Beach Fiesta And Now Backed To School!

Hey! backed from Beach Fiesta 2007... was too shagged to blog yesterday nite! After had Dinner (Whole day's meal actually), i crashed immediately after that... the next moment i wake up it was dawn the following day... oh man... im so dead tired... now still feel the after effect.... hahaha....

Anyway i think my buddy oei oei did a good job! shes the girl man!!!... Kudos to Cherie... and we celebrated her bday 3 times.... first was on the way during the trip down to sentosa near midnight... when the vehicle is in sentosa and once the clock hit 12mn... we sing happy bday song for her... secondly we celebrated with her with the MC members at the beach in pitch black darkness.... and finally during Beach Fiesta!!! Yeah happy 20th Bday buddy! after that we gave her a dunk into the sea... Grins* =P

Happy Birthday Oei Oei!! Happy Bday in a rock and roll style!

Cindy, Michelle Kwekie, and Me!

Tian Hao, NaNa, Shimin and Me!

Man Yun, NaNa and Me!

Hot Babe Spotted! Its B1! Its Cherie Chan! Oei Oei the Hot Babe!

Haha Being a Poser! :p

Yeah... Beach Fiesta is a Success!! Yeah... next week is Futsal!! Anyway today went to school.. the 96 queue is super long la... que until outside the Bus Interchange... oh man.. thats y Late for sch today!!! =( Anway still miss diving.... Asian Diver makes the craving even more intense when they sent thier annual publications to my house after i got back from sentosa... i wanna go diving!!!!!!!

Long Queue!!!!

I miss diving... when can i go again? Please Donate to the Kynneth Diving Foundation PLEASE!!

Time to Buck Up

Hey frens... before i MIA for tml nite as i gonna stay over at sentosa overnight to help oei oei buddy to set up beach fiesta... i shall enjoy tonight's comfort at home hahaha... but the sad thing now is that soemthing happened to my MSN.... i could not logon to MSN... feel kind of sianz... From next week onwards... gotta cut down gaming liaoz... just like the picture below suggests

Lesser Scrims and Public CSS gaming

Lesser Dota games

Yeah... must start studying for the final exams liaoz... must get my CAP 3.5 hahaha...

Images in my mind

Hi there! had a long day today... the weather recent is getting weird... darn humid... kind of sucking out all my energy... Yeah... Today almost end up eating lunch alone as my one of my besties Ah Zhu says she wanna go back to her hall to pack her room... but no fret.... another of my bestie Ah neh Stand in the gap! hahaha thanks Ah neh!!! haha and Ah Zhu no worries ok? :p... had a great lunch before my dreaded EC2102 Tutorial... surprisingly... i can do the tutorial on my own!!! i felt like a genius for that 1 hour only hahaha... Anyway the below pictures are some random images running in my mind today....

Oh where oh where has my milo truck gone, oh where oh where can it be? Wonder why today the milo tuck never come? have i missed it?

Hahaha Mr Bean.... thinking of watching this movie soon... any takers?

Wonder i wanna go Sea Sport Camp or not... im working during that period.... So far only Ah neh interested but not confirm wanna go or not... hahaha hope she jio her frens... more the merrier! :p

Hmmm what will i helping out as? hahaha Oei Oei i coming for goodie bag packing!!! hahaha hope i will be beach hunk and babe hunter hahaha!

I Miss Diving!!!! Having Withdrawal Symptoms now... I wanna be like that guy now ahaha... Next destination? hmmm.... Manado? Similans? Redang? Tioman? Aur? Sipadan? Bali?

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As thoughts went through my mind... be it in train... Bus.... while im alone.... i realise 2 issues that has been going on in my life (although there is more but think 2 will be enough)... first is about commitment, second is about about a soul that is hungry...

Well... nowadays... i have quite a handful of things i gotta do... on top of the usual stuff like sch stuff, church stuff... i had other commitments like Tuition, Benny Hinn Crusade Choir, Beach Fiesta, Futsal, Emerge Cybergames School IC... now i have problems fulfilling everything... reason being im very concern with my studies and my studies have not been in good shape.... and being the lazy me whenever i wanna study i will end up doing soemthing else... discipline!!!! yupz... now like beach fiesta im like doing nothing ... and futsal i doing the bear minimal... feel kind of guilty... guilty in the sense not being very responsible and also guilty of taking so much stuff.... sometimes i just feel like not doing anything and just mug mug mug and be a nerd... but think of it... i should try to do it at the best of my ability... cos is not really about myself... but taking up those is to help my frens... i enjoy helping my frens... yupz... i admit i have small capacity... guess is time to enlarge my capacity...

secondly... i guess many people recently during this year has been facing problems like a hungry soul... a soul that is hungry or craving for love and acceptance... i somehow reminds me that actually im also such person... as you all can see i always smile and being nice... but actually in the past im a selffish freak and always "PMS" one.... being growing up in a traditional chinese Family... i really thank God that my family has been providing me materially... but emotionally i seem to be very empty.... so i do crave for love and acceptance most of the time... so i do understand how my frens feel too... thats y sometimes i feel quite desperate to look for a soulmate... in fact most of the time ... oopps... :P and on top of that i have being rejected quite a number of time in the past in getting into a relationship that really shatter my confidence... plus i never got attached before... i feel like a failure at times... yup really thank God for giving me the support i need... used to be a very insecure person... after 5 years in church... i felt that i become much stronger and more secure person.... seeing things in a different way.... putting others first instead of myself... although there is still traces of my imperfectness... but overall im am grateful... yeah...

Yup wanna say sorry to anyone i had not delivered my promises... really very sorry.... and lastly trying to keep this post short... will share the things in greater details when the time comes :) take care my frens! oh yah wanna thank all the frens that have been showing me care, support, ,encouragement and the listening ear!! lots of them... but wanna name a few... really appreciate them... ppl like my besties in school, Ah neh, Ah Zhu, Kenneth, Yvonne, Geri, Teck, rachel, dantou, ching cheng, Georgina, ting wei, dawn, leila, leong and more... actually most of the simplyscandalicious Gang! love ya lots! and not forgetting my other frens in NUS!!! hahaha the list goes too long!!! maybe one day i shall put a post specially to thank ppl.. yeah!

Thanks for the Support!

Hey everyone! thanks for supporting my blog... i never expected so many people come support my blog... feel very honoured and touched... yup yup... so keep tagging when you drop by here!!! yeah man!!!!

Now the time is 2am.... suppose to sleep by now... but seems like dunno why i just can't put myself to sleep... kind of dread of tml lecture on EC2101 Microecnonomics and EC2102 Macroeconomics lecture.... firstly... in EC2101 lecture... the lecturer is like literally going thru the slide... i have no idea what he is talking about... at the speed he is going before i can digest anything he already start talking about another slide already.... secondly EC2102 lecture... although the lecturer is gd... but it seems that the content is too chim... very hard to digest... haiz... dunno this sem can make it or not... think i gotta mug more liaoz... but i am simply to lazy to do it... guess i need someone to give my butt a kick to start mugging....

But anyway.... life still has its positive side.... looking back at the memorial stones.... and looking around me... i am rather blessed.... many people around me having problems of going to thier desired institution after thier "A" levels and "O" Levels... thinking of it.. coming to NUS is a miracle for me indeed... never expected it... really wanna thank God for that... since God gave me this oppurtunity to pursue a degree in NUS... He will surely bring me through!...

Sitting at this seat of mine i began to ponder.... many things really going through my mind.... too many to really blog it down... think will slowly slowly as time comes will share bit by bit.... but really like to thank frens around who have been encouraging me and supporting me... love ya all lots! before i go to bed for my nite rest... let me show you how "disgustingly" boon lay MRT to JP that passageway can get when a heavy downpour comes...

As you can see... the whole passageway was jammed... people hardly can move.... the whole passageway not only flooded with humans... but also with water... in the end my whole slippers together with my feet was soaked in the whole puddle over there... oh man... hope something can be done.... okies gotta sleep gd nite!

How? EL1101E is darn tough la!

Oh man.. today went for EL1101E Tutorial... guess what.... i got back my EL1101E mid terms...
BAD results.... i got 17/40 for that test... kind of feel sad... cos 3rd question out of 4 was a give away and out of my panicness i do wrongly.. imagine u got 20 marks out of 40 marks questions to do and ur lecturer says... "u got 10 minutes left" and i did it in a hurry lo... in the end drew the wrong tree diagram... which in fact is a perfect diagram... anyway i did have some answer that is correct inadditional of the tree.. so i went to my tutor and ask can i get some marks from that... she give me a suspicious look saying " is this originally like this"... i was like... the..... of course... u trying to say i cheat... haiz.... but nvm she in the end accepted to remark that question for me... now hope i can pass the paper with that answers... just 3 more marks!!!!

- Lesson learnt: Open book exams is not as easy as u think.

Welcome!

Dear Frens,

After much hesitation and thoughts, i decided to start blogging... hahaha kind of late hahaha... well.... think would be gd when i start to blog down my thoughts and share my life with my lovely frens around me... Thank God i am blessed with great frens like those in simplyscandalicious! love them lots.... yupz... so pls do come here and support me and tag my tag board often ok? yeah... anyway this is the first time i start blogging.... so do pardon me if it is not gd =) .... i will try to update myself often as i can.... yah... so enjoy... thanks for the support! :)

- Kynneth