Pre Exam Blues

Tml will be my one of the most feared paper which i failed my mid term... mugging it soon... i hope this time i can calm down and think how to do the paper and not make stupid mistakes again... hahaha if u wish to pray for me and also the remaining papers... here are the schedules...

- EC3101: Microeconomic Analysis II, 26 April 2008
@0900hrs, MPSH6
- EC3303: Econometrics I, 28 April 2008
@1700hrs, PGP
- EC3332: Money and Banking I, 29 April 2008
@1700hrs, PGP
- GE2218: Leisure, Recreation & Tourism, 07 May 2008
@0900hrs, MPSH6

Anyway, yesterday was excited... i got almost all my diving equipment except my set of Divemaster manuals and Wrist compass... Finally i got my own BCD and Regulator full set! yeah! was playing with it once i got home... oh man... my BCD looks like got 2 wings when its fully inflated and my regulator look so cool with everything small except the inflator hose attachment is a bit big from normal hose cos of AIR2 connection where the power inflator and a alternate air source is integrated in 1... oh my i better start studying and quickly get the exams done and deal with gd grades like B average... =)

Meritocracy and Human Imperfection

Meritocracy is good to encourage people to acheive better results but meritrocracy can be harmful when human imperfection comes in such a way that people start to fight against one another in performance... everyman for themselves.... doing things to put ppl behind them and more... quite scary but is true in mordern society now... where love grows cold in compeition and human living in a much stressful environment which kiasuism is being birth forth part of it... which such phenomenon can be called over compeitivness.. like parents want to sent thier children to top schools... acheive gd results by making them attend endless tuitions and more... thats y due to meritocracy our children is suffering...

Morale of the story: Meritocracy is gd to make onself to improve and be recongised by thier effort... but it should not be done extremely which result in over competitiveness due to selfishness and pride....

Random thoughts generated due to examination stress...

Exams Woes

Is a paradox when u wish exams to be over fast and on the other hand u dun want it to come as u felt u are not prepared... this sem seems to be my toughest sem... tough modules... not feeling well things are worse when ADEX is coming and somehow distracting me from my revision...

So far this week is more or less a mugging week for me... money and banking irritates me a lot as there is too much info to clamp in and lots of financial terms i am not familiar with... all i wish is to get average of B for this sem...

Birthday Celebration

Heyz... here are the photos taken during Georgina's, Ting Wei and Rachel's Bday!

Exams are nearing... can't wait for it to be over and done with knowing i can acheive my target... this few days has been hard to study cos my stomach isn't feeling very well... so kind of feel sianz everyday... was given medicine up till after exams to supress my high acidity in the stomach caused by stress and emotional burdens... after that gotta go back to the doctor to do a checkup again... i never thought such things will hit my life 10 years back as i am jolly gd happy person living a very irresponsible life... but these 10 years i truly indeed learnt many lesson... lessons are painful and hard to accept at times... but i truly accepted it and make it part of growing up process...

Yupz... put all that aside... looking forward to things after exam... gona dive dive dive and now thinking should i spent 300 dollars more for my dream BCD... and next week is ADEX... can't wait for it to come... waited darn long already.... hope i can get good deals... and during the holidays hope i can go for 2 long trips to world class sites.... looking for short term temp jobs too to finance my hobby =P....

Types of People That I Can't stand

Think today i shall be random (as i usually be)... i shall speak on the kind of people i can't stand.... hahaa just suddenly have this thought... type of people i can't stand in life, not in order of preference:

- People who are bossy
- People who are manipulative
- People who like to gossip things that are not true and broadcasting it (i do admit to do this sometimes but i always dun mention the name and just stating the facts of what happened)
- People who stir "politics" among people
- People who like to sit with thier legs wide open in the old MRT train which seats are very packed togther
- People who cheat on thier GFs/BFs same applies to Wife/Husband.
- Cheapskate people (although sometimes i quite cheapskate =P)
- Unappreciative people
- "Religious" People (may not be in terms of religion)

Haha thats so far what i can think of in a short period of time :P

Quick Update

sorry for the slight stagnant in my blog as i was busy with a few things... like the disgusting econometrics project, birthdays and outings... had a tiring weekend... but surprisingly i am still awake now... turning in soon.... tml another long day and will start my mugging liaoz... preparing for the finals and i am off for my 3 months holiday! anybody got any nice part time temp job please reccomend to me ok? will update the blog with photos from the weekend brithday celebration... below i just found my only photo taken in camp... i look kinda suck with my hair... but well who cares... this is army.... walk everywhere without any roof above must wear beret one lo... anyway $3 dollar haircut what do you expect... hahaha.

Days in SOA slacking on the sofas of SIL in TDO office

Oh yah... something is stucked in my head now currently in my head now....
".... Pata Pata Pata Pon .... Pon Pon Pata Pon..."

Happy April Fool's Day

Yeah got tricked by some friends as today is april fool's day... anyway today went back to the doctor... finally all the sickness i have got on root cause... stress.... yes this is wad the doctor says... wad im suffering now is due to excessive stress... which causes my stomach to produce excessive gastric juices which make my stomach sick now... after a long consultation with the doctor talking abt stress... yupz gotta make a decision not to be stress anymore...

Guess from now onwards... i shall let go of how ppl look at me... how ppl think of me... Caps score of 3.2 and above... treating it as an incentive not a need.... no longer hold on so tightly... eversince last yr downturn in my life.... gotta let go of everything.... cos even thought my mind can take it... my body already signal it cannot take it... which the doctor say worse case will be hypertension and heart diseases... yupz... guess gotta lower down a lot of expectation i set upon myself and live a more relaxed life... yupz... looking towards the holidays after exams... going to set a target to just do moderately well without the pressure of needing to score high....