Guess It Is Not Meant For Me

Helloz, Currently now outside central library at a bench in a cold windy afternoon at 4pm... waiting for my tutorial for macroeconomics at 5pm... a bit dun feel like going for the tutorial... firstly is very sian... secondly feeling quite down now..... yupz... in the previous post i mentioned that someone i have known is somehow potential for me.... yeah.... its was quite to the extreme today where i found out that the person just got attached... yeah... upon hearing it my heart got frozen.... yeah still gotta put up a good counternance and be normal as i could be... why is it dramatic? cos a few moments ago... i met ah neh fren KJ... found her very fam but wasn't so sure... so i ask ah neh come over since i meeting her in the forum... true enough is her fren KJ... and then realise that ah neh group of frens considering going sea sports camp... sounds cool... which means there is chance to know other of her fren thru that... but sadly... the bad news came which is the one i mentioned above... quite cruel right... brings u to a high and then u fell... like fly until very high and then drop down... ouch man.... yupz... haiz... live still gotta move on... kind of used to it liaoz... cos such things seems to always happen... a few moments ago full of faith... and now... yupz... guess gotta take down to really settle down... and now hoping and thinking.... whether will i find someone who is sweet nice tanned and bubbly..... who knows... except God knows... yupz... guess is time to look out again bah.... although chances to find someone like that is low... but well..... i dun really know what to say now... yeah...

Song of the moment that can describe how i feel now: Simple Plan - Untitled