Sunday, August 2, 2009

Toh Yi Drive

Toh Yi Drive is the place i grew up from a children to a teenager for a period of 10 yrs since end of 1989 to mid of 1999... It is the place i spend my happiest decade in a nice and peaceful nayborhood environment.... everytime i goes back to Toh Yi Drive... my heart is filled with excitement and nostalgic feeling that i am back to place i grew up... many fond memories keep reminiscing in my mind.... there is a few accounts that i purposfully made a trip there and even went up to the unit i lived.... moving out from there really pinches my heart... i still remember the news broke out that we have to move in a few months time really saddens me.... On the day i moved out i feel down and can't bear to... i even ask my parents to let me stay in the empty house for 1 more day to experience it the very last day staying there.... Many fond memories of frens i made there and we are really a sticky bunch which we meet almost everyday after school and during vacations.... the playground is the place we had fun, roleplay and discuss about stuff as a kid.... during my teenage years we continue the tradition (minus the playground playing and roleplaying but we hang out in arcades and food places for supper and even went to town together)... with the same purpose... spending time with one another.... i can still remember the longest frenship i had was with Cher Fong.... we knew each other during tuition when i was primary 3 at a tuition teacher's house.... we still hang out even though i moved out until i was in poly that we lost contact... the other fren i had i hang out mostly when i was in primary school was my naybor Darryl which we play soccer under void decks... i sometimes visted his hse to play... as time pass i knew a fren through cher fong called Raymond Junius that we hang out often to play arcade, eat and even play at his house... staying overnight chiong all those Playstation games and Sega Saturn.... so many fond memories.... i can never forget... its really my happiest 10 years of my life.... i feel accepted though i am bullied sometimes which i took those bullies as acceptance.... i spend most time with ppl and frens.... i even accepted Christ in a house when i was primary 5 during thier so called cellgroup outreach at some person house having egg tarts... yes i can remember i was holding an egg tart saying my sinner's prayer...

After Leaving Toh Yi Drive... i can never find back the company i used to had there... the nearest was during Poly went i met Raymond Ling which he brought me to City Harvest Church... but nothing can be compared to the days back at Toh Yi Drive... I really hope i can meet someone or some people that can bring me out of this and move into a new era where i can remember fondly the times we had and not lost each other until we go heaven.... yes i am thirsty for geniune frenship that we spend lots of time together like a family... which i still searching for willing souls that could make dat dream come to pass... some suggest i should get a girlfren... but is also another source of dissapointment to me due to rejections... yupz... haha i am fine... i can only hope and see wad i can do to make dat dream come to pass...