Thursday, May 3, 2007

Revisitation

Yesterday went for church family day... it was nice... yupz... really respect what Sun did... after knowing all that she done... proud of her... yeah... so really enjoyed myself... especially is after exam... many ppl would say after exams u should be happy... yeah i am but not fully.... dunno y old problems and the negative feeling all revisted me... yupz... again i was vexed.... really uncertain about the future... this 2 days really has been a tough period to live also... really envious of ppl around me... all the gd things happening to them... and im still stuck at ground zero... yupz really heart sinking and aching... really hate that feeling... it just come unexpectally... so the after exam me dun seem to be happy after all... but well... so many things are beyond my control... and what a priviledge... i always lift it up to God... so really hope that things will turn out well... although i still have to go through this tough period of time... i felt that i become stronger and stronger... now i hope that when time comes.. i have the courage to go for it...

oh yah... somehow i got a revelation "Imprefection is also a beauty"... somehow telling me you dun have to be perfect to be beautiful... there is beauty in imperfection also... thats y sometimes half finished work looks gd aestheically also... reminds me of Ugly betty... Ugly is the new beautiful... which lead me to think that inner beauty is true beauty... which such beauty last for eternal...

Anyway wanna share some things i learnt during the weekend... from Robb Thompson...

1) No matter how difficult things are in life may seem, we must never let our circumstances dictate our decisions.
2) You will either raise your standards to meet your expectations or lower your standard to match your performance.
3) Only the irresponsible are willing to sacrifice the(others) future. In order to enjoy the(own) present.
4) The potrait of your life is painted with the brush of your character.
5) You can never know someone by what they say. You will only meet them the moment you are willing to beleive what they do.
6) The productivity of any relationship is dependent upoon the standards it celebrates.
7) There is nothing more dangerous than the moment you become a hostage to yesterday comfort zone
8) Whatever you refuse to conquer today will be next to impossible to conquer tommorrow.

Hahaha sounds quite chim... but u slowly digest it you will get it and its quite meaningful. And finally the below are photos taken recently...

Had Supper At Toa Payoh!!! after helping Ming Yan moving her stuff from her Hall with Ken

Post Exam Celebration at Starbucks at Raffles City (the lighted ones are the one have not finish thier exams at the point of time)

Sushi Tei Dinner... Yummy!!!