Saturday, May 5, 2007

Entanglement

Time now is 2.45am... after much thought shall blog down some thoughts... just some random thought comes to my mind... Was talking to my frens online... suddenly a game come to my mind... called human entanglement or hand entanglement... where u form a circle and hold the hands with 2 different opposit partners... both ur hands must be different partner... then the whole group start to untangle and finally form a circle.... sound familiar right... is those team building game... i guess many of u all who played this game will remember the process u went through and the exprience... i felt that life... (maybe only pertain to me) is like that game.... be it in the nature of the game... the process went thru... and the expereince... problems, thoughts and emotions in life are like hands entangled with each other.... u try to untangle it... to free it... many times it hurts when u try to untangle... many of the times u reverse back to the previous move... many times u try to think and strategise.... many times u feel so vexed... oh dear it getting more and more entangle... and more.... the whole game is feeling and experience u can just relate to life.... yupz... such ideas suddenly struck me... which is wat i am going through now in life... in love Relationship, Frenship, Church, Studies, Family, Finance, Things of the future and many more.... basically all aspect of life.... Yup Thank God i have God.... which somehow make things easier and theres always Someone to go to in times when i almost cannot take... it is true that being Christian life is not a bed of roses... it will be a lie if someone told u that... nobody is perfect... everyone is striving to be near perfect which is more ideal... the hardship of life is a test to go through to really refine ones character... which i find it very true... my character last time was really cannot make it... now much better liaoz... which i shall save the details cos too much details... yeah... there are many rough patches in life... but i am sure i am fighting a winning battle... but there is no exemption going through hardships... yeah... many have drop out from the fight.... but i will always remember i am called to be faithful, nice and be a blessing to others... i shall press on... although it is painful now... but i shall pick up myself and walk again... blogging it really serves as a reminder... thats y the title is called Keep walking... yupz... 5 long yrs of battle with God helping and 24 yrs of battle as a person on earth... I learn to be a better person... Hope wat i share might benefit soemone too... think thats all for now... Nites
Title: Tired Soul

This picture suddenly come to my mind.. taken from Black Hawk Down... The tired expression on soldier in the picture is like how i feel now... a tired soul sitting there after a battle...