Nostalgic Days of NCC

I somehow come across the Nationa Cadet Corp website.... reminds me of the good old days of NCC since sec 1 to Poly Yr 3.... here are some photos i manage to find from my laptop... gd old memories...

A lot of life lessons learnt in this 14 days Course at Ang Mo Quee Camp, 39th CLT Course

Juniors in maroon, Seniors and Officers in White, Part A (Sec 1) Camp

Some of my Juniors with teacher officer Mr Latiff whom i trained them for 3 years since sec 1 to 3, very proud of them as they are dedicated, disciplined and they are the best in my eyes

Pillars of BBSS NCC(Sea) Unit which clinched 3 yrs of Gold Unit and Best Sea Unit during our reign with thanks to Mr Syam Lal, Mdm Jayanthi, SCLT and Pioneer of BBSS NCC Sea Adrian Chua and MSG Andrew Shen, Left to Right: SCLT Ng Cheong Yew, SCLT Kynneth Chang, SCLT Kouk Leong Huat & CLT Low Kok Liang

Leading my Juniors in NCC Day Parade 2002 as Sea Guard of Honour at SAFTI MI

Me and Eric as Guard of Honour Contingent Commander for NCC Day Parade 2002

International Cadet Exchange Programme and SAF-NCC Afiliation Programme, Exercise Wallaby 2002 Shoal Water Bay, Rockhampton Australia

10 Cent More Just Becos I Wanna Add More Meat After Choosing?

9 more days to exams.... will be starting my Industrial Organisation mugging soon.... this module i bid for 800+ points must get B+ minimum... somemore is the most interesting module i took for the whole sem...

Recently was hit by a crossroad... yupz which makes me rather vex.... but such crossroad make me realise something and continue to improve myself.... change is the only constant in life... moving myself towards the better... which i believe in everyone's heart that everyone wants to be a better person and a better fren.... Exams are coming hope i can put aside all the burdens i have and move into full gear for the final exams...

Today was discussing with my fren... the economic rice store of the arts canteen after the new canteen was built... the portion become lesser... realise the ppl at the stall also very inflexible... wad makes me feel so was that i bought a plate of rice with 2 meat and 1 vege which cost 2.30 with rice... after i see the dish was too little meat i wanna add one more meat... the auntie wanna charge me extra 80cents which is 3.10 where i could get it at 3.00... wad was ironic was that the difference adding a meat while choosing and after choosing add somemore must pay 10 cents more.. for me i dun mind the 10 cents but one thing really makes me feel ridiculous was that the auntie was inflexible and charge 3.10 instead of 3.00... since i dun wanna bother abt the 10 cents i just pay and go off... but the inflexibility really makes me feel kind of bizare... is just adding of an additional meat after finish choosing wanna add somemore also wanna charge more... yeah... but that dun really stop me from patronising the store... just that next time must choose enough liaoz to avoid add somemore after choosing...

Anyway today soemthing interesting happen... took the courage to apporach Felicia Chin to take a picture with her... hahaha... yeah... today mediacorp came to Arts canteen to flim some show about canteen food in SG schools... the Laksa and the Japanese Food was featured... hehe hope Jamie Teo come next time... =P Yeah.. below is the pic... enjoy! =) hehe hope Jamie Teo come next time... =P

Exam Season

Its been long i have updated here... welll exams are nearing... gotta study hard... today just submitted by SEP application... really hope can get a spot in my 1st choice university which is Univeristy of Queensland... Exams will be in 11 days time.... next few weeks going to be MIA... wish everyone do well in thier exams... looking forward to holidays!

Recent Happenings

Thursday was my free day so kind of lazy to go out buy lunch and i cooked my own lunch... Its been quite a while since i cook my own meal... below was just a simple meal with luncheon meat fried till crispy... omelette and white rice... the whole meal was cooked without using any oil... the oil used to cook the omelette was from pan frying the luncheon meat... lovein it...

After that Yvonne, called me wanna go eat chi char at a place at upper thomson road at lower pierce reservior area... so i went to sch meet Mee Pok and we took his car and reach the place.. the place is called casuarina road and the resturant is called Ban Leong Wan Hoe Seafood....

The food we have are Hot Plate Tofu, You Tiao Salad, Prawn paste Chicken, 2 Sri Lankan Chilli Crab and Deep Fried Man Tou... for me i also had a plate of Mee Goreng... the food there was delicious... $21 per pax not bad... After that we went to Swensons at Thomson Plaza... and we pay only $4 as there was a promotion buy 1 sundae get 1 free... yup so we enjoyed ourselves... since is been long i had such a wonderful time...

Friday was boring.... had lecture.... and Saturday went K Box with my Freshie.... thank Samantha for organising it... appreciated it... look forward for more outings yeah?

Yupz recently for me honestly i was going through very tough times.... i feel like a sandwich... squash between academia and people.... yupz gott juggle both stuff at the same time... trying to live life with a renewed mindset and a pure heart.... not easy... but i believe is good for me...

Anyway today was Arise and Build Service... made my 6 month faith pledge... and was very touched by what pastor was sharing... what he says indeed speaks about what i am going through now... Cos i often struck by something called night terror... when u are by urself in your own room at night... u tend to feel negative... all the promises u had, all the confidence and all the faith u have might get sucked away by such night terror who comes like a thief at night... is like u will feel negative about urself.. like perhaps im won't do well in my school, im not a gd fren, im not going to suceed and more .... yupz the terror grips my heart so tight that i feel very miserable.... sometimes i gotta pray till i sleep.... yupz even heroes of faith like abraham also went through such things... gotta build myself up to fight against such terror... gotta remember the good memories i have but recently i got overwelmed...

Theres also another verse in the bible that also somehow speaks about how i feel now...

Proverbs 13:12 "Hope deferred makes the heart sick. But when the desire comes, it is a tree of life."

Indeed i have been feeling like this for the past few years... but now for me i gotta focus on the second sentance... the promises i had... many a times i think i cannot make it... i won't do well.... the future seems to be bad... although things are not doing well now... making many mistakes... a lot of things seems to go wrong and in tension... there is still flaws in me... but one thing i know is that it doesn't matter how u start... it matters only on how u finish everything... is like studying in school... it doesn't matter how gd u mug and do ur assignments in the early part of the semester... it only matters when u took ur final exam and and hand up ur assigments which ur final grade matters... After graduate... people dun look how u mug and prepare ur exams... only the grade matters.... yupz looking towards a bright future i going to have... although i cannot see it.... and things are bad now... but i know eveyrthing will end well.... when i continue to focus on prospering my soul and live life with a renewed mindset and a pure heart...

Tml will be my first day preparing for Exam... gotta work hard and do well so that i can go for my SEP...

Summary

Kynneth has / is.....

- Finished his essay and got a B+
- Finished presentation wondering what grade he got
- Finished his EC3322 Tutorial hoping all his tutorial handed up can score a decent grade
- Addicted to Scoopz chocolate cookies ice cream and ice cream shake
- Rather uncertained
- Bored
- Worried about his EC2303 and EC3322
- Finished filling up SEP application at OPAS pending for submission
- Drank 7 cups of Milo from Milo Truck
- Hoping and Wishing for the better
- Wonder where to go and what to do during december holidays
- Decided to go KTV with his freshies on sat and forgo Sport Cell outing
- Thinking about learning Sailing but the cost is rather expensive
- Lazy and procrastinating to Mug
- Trying to live life with a renewed mind and pure heart
- Loves his friends, especially those who is concerned
- Sleeping late
- Too much things in his mind
- Tired

Off to sleep nites...

Tough Times

I'm trying to live with a pure heart and renewed mind and let things be despite of tough times. thanks to those who care......

Happy Birthday Yvonne and Mee Pok!

Time really flies.... is been more than 1 year we all knew each other... really Thank God i have this bunch of frens.... =) Once again Happy Birhtday Yvonne and Mee Pok! =)

Student Exchange Programme for AY08/09 Opened!

Hi everyone! thanks for the concern shown over the weekends... Im alright... the current thing that is bothering me now school work, SEP application and my relationship with people... yupz...
For school i already failed EC2303 guess the only thing now i can do is to work harder and do well for my final Exam... which is in a month time... for other module gotta work hard to score gd grades to backup the poor grade that EC2303 might bring forth....

Secondly, i am doing my SEP application... was very confused on how to do the study plan (which u gotta plan what module u wanna take in overseas partner university and link with which module in NUS provided) and a 500 word essay on how u can be a good ambassador for NUS. Anybody knows how to do abt it pls contact me ok? Thank God my dad will be sponsering for the SEP for me if its below 10K and now i am hoping to get the $3000 scholarship from SP alumni.

Lastly, the final thing that bother me is my relationship with people... yupz still hoping for the best... yupz it takes time... hoping at the end of the day everything gets better at the same time being a better person =)...

In Memory of my Late Friend Clement

** Jo & Derrick (: ** says:
hey...
** Jo & Derrick (: ** says:
u know abt the news abt clement?
** Jo & Derrick (: ** says:
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[K]yNnEtH says:
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** Jo & Derrick (: ** says:
he passed away

I was quite stunned when i saw the msg from Jo... after a few moments indeed i felt grieve... never in my life that i had a fren who passed away.... felt that nothing is taken for granted.... Indeed life is fragile... he is someone who has went mission trip with me twice and become my roommate who used to sleep beside me passed away yst morning... he fought a long battle with cancer... despite of suffering in this disease and the pain... he chose to look life positive... i will never forget the moments i used to chat with him in the room... i admire his courage... his passion for God.. See u in heaven my fren...

Thought of The Day

Feel like throwing in the towel... things seems not doing better... tired emotionally & mentally.... feel kind of forsaken although u tried ur best.... dunno wad to do... lost... reluctant.... trampled upon and bruised.... currently 3000 word eassy to go... but dun feel like doing.... wonder when will he see the sunshine again...