Sick

Yeah down with a viral cough.... coughing non stop like a TB patient and vomit... seems like the medcine is not doing its job... wonder when i will recover... this things has been going on and off for months already... =(

Yupz this is rather an unhappy post (you can oped not to read).... yupz... sometimes i really feel like sitting by the fence watching people around me to be happy and being blessed... on the outside i would really want to congratulate them or happy for them... but sometimes when u are in back to ur own room... u just feel kind of.... when is the day that breakthrough will come.... blessings will come.... wishes will come true... holding on the positive mindset seems to be always being challenged by the things happening around and to you... yupz... if this is the test of patience... my patience is really being tested right to the extreme.... sometimes u just want simple things yet that simple things just can't become reality... sometimes i think to myself how long i can last... indeed people to people relationships are hard to managed... just dun have a flair in it... yupz... just want to vent something out... is really sucky when u gotta handle such =( , sch stress and being sick at the same time...