Reaction

Realised in life... 10% is what has happened... 90% is how u react... yes... In life... it is the 90% that reveals who we are in character... sometimes this 90% we did affects other... for example... A man gambles... He lost money... then he thinks.. "oh no i got no money.. maybe i borrow some money i can recoup my lost" ... so how he react... go borrow from loansharks... not bearing that his reaction is going to harm his family in the latter... lets bring it closer to us... like when u flare up when something happens... ur reaction of flare might hurt the feelings of the ones around... especially those have anger problem and violence tendancy... who i know of a fren that the boyfren will beat her up whenever he is angry... yupz... sometimes how we react to certain situation really affects the ppl around us...

Anyway... recently was once again the valley of my life once again... i wander when i will walk out of this... but i know one day the sun will shine again... guess my feelings are rather numb at times... one thing i know is that delay is never denial... sometimes the emotions part is the tough part to overcome.... especially when certain things triggers u... in the midst of all these... im still hanging on... hoping this storm will end soon...

Anyway CNY is coming.. i hate doing CNY shopping... i hate last minute need to buy clothes just for the sake of CNY... which soemtimes things bought in complusion don't really make me like the things i bought... soon will post my timetable... gotta sign off....