Parables

Parable 1:
A Salesman selling his products... some customers appreciates his products... some conversely dun.... At first he sow a lot of effort convincing the customer which dun appreciate what he sells, trying to improve his product and being very nice to the customers... but he reap nothing... no results... instead he turn his focus on the small demand that appreciates his products... and he earns some profit and the profit can be used to develop his product...

Parable 2:
Some people love cars.... car owning in Singapore is very expensive... in terms of buying and maintaining it.... car lovers wish to own as many cars they like as possible... so he or she bought many cars... in the end he go bankrupt in buying and maintaining the cars... burn out in terms of washing and maintain the car too... then now he is suffering from depression due to such unecessary burdens that he had purchase...

Going to be 4pm liaoz time to have a nap before mugging my mid terms liaoz... yupz... cya!

1 Down 1 More Mid Term To Go

Finally complete one mid term... 90MCQs... all tested base on how much u can remember from ur course materials... read the textbook twice... read the notes twice... do the Sample MCQ for 4 times... still unable to do some of the question.... what cherie say is true... the paper quite crap hahaha.... anyway 1 down... 1 more to go... EC2303... Foundations of Econometrics... hahaha seriously need professional help... if not miracle... hahaha... oh my gonna stuck at home to do serious mugging for the tuesday paper...

Today went school in my smart casual attire... oh my think my frens who saw me got a shock... cos i never wear like that to school before.... is like give u the =O look... hahaha cos attending a frens wedding in the evening... hahaha... oh yah... congrates to John and Junie!!!! Now hsuband and wife liaoz.... hahaha.... Junie if u see this stop bullying me... if not i bao toh to ur husband!

Anyway tried Island Creamry... the Teh Terik and Nutella ice cream indeed Rox! hahaha... tml time to dig into my notes and mug like siao liaoz! cya!

Myanmar Crisis

The recent riots and demostration indeed alarmed the whole world about Myanmar's poverty problems... felt quite a bit cos violence has been used on people who wants Myanmar future to be better... thats why the post before i mentioned "If change does not come from the top voluntarily, it will come from the bottom by revolution"... what MM lee said is right... such events will have impact on the South East Asian Economy... below are some photo taken from courtesy of ChannelnewsAsia...

Anyway tml is my EC2373 Mid terms... hope can do well for the 90MCQs.... just did the sample MCQ... not easy i can guess.... oh yah those ppl who still hold FASS thank u dinner pls send to me!!! oh yah... Happy Birthday Elaine! =)

FASS Students' Club Thank You Dinner Pictures

Here are some of the pictures taken on that day... still got somemore one... haven't receive yet!! =)

Friendship

Heyz... well 2 more days to first mid term... and 6 more days to next mid term.. Kind of stressed... just finish doing the sample paper and realised i still need to study a lot more despite of finish studying the formulas for my EC2303... realised i have problems knowing wad the question is asking from me... jialat... need to mug more liaoz... really hope this hell season to be over soon... after these all i left will be 1 more tutorial to hand up and 1 more 3000 word essay to write and present and that will be all the work i need to do and the rest of the time will be mugging!

Anyway was thinking abt friendship... cos my fren go friendship crisis with one fren whereas i am facing friendship crisis with many ppl for the past few months... for my fren her fren somehow becos of a guy that sours thier frenship and now facing a lot of problems as the bum into each other very often and they know each other since thier pri or sec sch days... yeah as for me now is the period where healing of friendship suppose to happen... yeah seriously crossing my fingers that things will turn out well as i am trying my best already... trying not to say wrong things at the wrong time... try not to be overfrenly and try not to read into things so much... although there are struggles to commit those mistakes... but i really hope at the end of the day i will gain back friendship and not only that ... build even a closer and stronger friendship... thru these incident is like a process to go thru to develop people skills... yupz...

Next week after Tuesday will be liberation day! yeah.. thinking of going island creamy haha hmmm... =)

If Change Does Not Come From The Top Voluntarily, It Will Come From The Bottom By Revolution

Today is October 1st... its children's day.... is was 12 yrs ago i last celebrated childrens day... where in school u celebrate it... then in primary sch they give u free gift with the school logo print on it... those were the days...

I suddenly realised i know a few ppl who stay in my hse around through out my stay in JW... first was Weiqiang whom i know through a fren... then followed by Lynn Choo a fren in church and a fren stay opposite my block called melissa... after that i know Sharon in school whom stay near me followed by Gareth... then this year first was Clarice who is my freshie in my OG after that my SP in my church orientation programme in NUS stays exactly the same street same block and same floor.... freaky... next was Jasmine whom also from yellow hse stay opposite street and today... i know a church fren in the most random way... was late for church and wanna took a cab... then i saw her waiting for cab also... at first i dunno who she was but she looks like from church and wanna take cab to church also from her body language.... so i asked her are u going Expo (since sharing cab is so much cheaper from 1 person pay $20+ become 1 Person pay $10+) so i decided ask her wanna share and she agreed.... and during the journey got to know each other and i know she is called Vanessa.... talking about it seem to realised that life is pretty interesting... knowing ppl in such a random and interesting way... hahah just having a random thought after much stress from EC3322 Industrial Organisation Tutorial Due tml... haiz... stress stress stress....

Anyway today went for some men's meeting in church... one of the point spoken was kind of reminded of wat i mentioned before... where autocracy is gd actually... but is gd only when the leader is gd.... yupz the point was

"If change does not come from the top voluntarily, it will come from the bottom by revolution"

This is statement is so true looking at the recently happening in Myanmmar and in the past like the overthrown of Qing Dynasty, The Cultural Revolution in China by Mao Tze Dong, French Revolution and more.... anyway below is the photos of Oweek O comm thank you dinner hahaha more pictures coming in! stay tuned! =)

Mid Semester Break

Hey there... Currently blogging before i go for FASS Students' Club Thank You Dinner at Peninsula Hotel near Funan... Mid Semester Break will be over soon... which marks my Hell week for me in week 7 and 8. For week 7 and 8 mainly i will be having 2 Mid term exams which is EC2373 on Friday of week 7 and EC2303 on Tuesday of week 8 and im not prepared for it!! ahhhhh!!!! So far for the whole week i haven been sick, then started to do my SSD2210 group tutorial presentation and tml will be going to school to do my EC3322 Tutorial which need to be handed up on monday of week 7 which has a weightage of 10%... so any kind soul pls pray for me yeah?

After everything that had happened for the past week i learn many things in fact was reminded about it... yeah... frenship cannot be taken for granted... for me i now just want to be myself... to be a person that is a blessing to my frens around me... therefore i still got lots to change and learn.... a lot of my frens are nice... they have been accomodating and forgiving... I wanna thank the person who took the courage and represent the whole group to tell me the truth... yeah u are being appreciated yeah? how wonderful God place wonderful frens around u... during the bad times i thought i was doom... but chance has been given to me and the truth is being spelt out... therefore now i feel very releived... Indeed God is great... so now i will try my best yeah =)

Recently i have been talking with various frens... on about how to spend our semester break in decemeber... this is what i am considering:

- Diving in Krabi (Thailand)?

- Diving in Cebu (Phillipines)?

- Australia Road Trip?

- Chalet with my OG peeps?

- Bangkok?

- Taiwan?

- Learn something during the Holidays like Enriched Air Diver Course or Wakeboarding?

Interested parties pls msg me online to discuss about it yeah or tag on my tagboard!!! Hahaha... school work is a chore but think of the upcoming holidays i hope i can joyfully spend with my frens yeah... hahaha jia you all my frens who is going thru Sem 1 of 07/08 all the best!!! lets find time to mug and go thru this together!!! Azaa Azaa!!!

Moving On

Was very sick on sunday and today... was diagnosed with gastric flu... slept almost the wholeday today... feel so wasted... wanna study also dun have the strength to do it.. and sunday night was miserable... but now much better... just that a bit dissapointed today miss the Sentosa outing...

Anyway through all the things has happened in the past 1-2weeks... now i am moving on with life... yupz... although sometimes i am kind of worried i might offend someone again... cos i know im not gd with my words... but i will still try my best yeah... so currently hope that my frenship with other ppl will start to heal and will be better! yeah... i know it takes time but hope it does not take too long...

Indeed God and my frens makes up a big deal in my life... they make up my life as a whole... i keep saying thanks cos i know such things cannot be taken for granted like frens... it takes a long time to build frenship but out of foolishness a frenship no matter how close it can be with just a mistake will cause the frenship to be on the rocks... yeah...

Truth Brings Reconciliation

Uncertainty finally starting to fade its way... the Truth soemtimes hurt initially... but only the Truth shall set u free.... somehow i feel that the truth really sets one person free... and when truth is being surfaced... reconciliation and forgiveness comes... but thinking have to be changed in order to have an inward change in mindset and naturally outward change in action...

I really wanna thank (I keep thanking ppl haha) my group of frens who come together and send someone to tell me the truth... i am really grateful that my frens would take the effort to come together to discuss wats wrong... i am very touched and i feel assured by ur efforts and what u all did... cos if they dun care they would not have done those things... yupz... somehow what is being mentioned is the truth... its hurts initially but after a while... it really somehow let me thought thru... what he (they) really helps me by knowing what i should not do now... so that i can start to bridge frenships with my circle of frens once again.... i will try... i know is kind of hard and it takes time...

I know i gotta watch what i speak and stop thinking too much and reading too deep or even having some wishful thinkings... yupz... i seriously need help too... cos i know its not easy! cos i realise such problem has already been around in my teenage yrs till now... im not gd with my words... sometimes things i say might offend ppl without knowing.. so wanna say sorry to those i have offended or irritated...

Yupz... after everything... i feel much better.... thanks again for the concerns... i am thankful that my frens would point out wats wrong and gave me a chance... and most of all wanna thank God that i have wonderful frens around me despite of me straining the frenship unknowningly... may our frenships strengthen and move to another level =)

Hopeful

Hi there... Wanna Thank Those who shown thier concern... all ur concerns reassure me in someways... was mugging EC2303 today and think about what should i start to do to pull myself out from the pit... I know myself to be very poor in terms of PR (People Relationship)... I am very random and kind of lame... for the past many yrs trying very hard to improve my PR skills... i know sometimes i talk to ppl... ppl tend to think i am a very proud person... actually i also dunno about it until ppl told me... yupz... dunno why i feel kind of inferior when i make eye contact with ppl... but will try my best to do more... yupz... think i should start to work on things that i have... rather than focus too much on things that i don't have... trying to put in more effort in building quality frenships... i know it will take some time... but will try my best... yeah.... at the same time think gotta study well to do well for this semester.... tml will mark the end of 1st half of the semester... mid terms are coming... gotta buckle up the seatbelt and go forth in full gear soon....

Therefore, i feel much better now... i know is kind of hard to cope with the uncertainty now... but i know it takes time for things to work out... although i know along the way there might be more dissapointments but i know i will still able to see the sun shine again... yeah... everything will be afresh now and forget the past.... Although i fell... but i will stand up and walk again... once again the title... keep walking =) Thanks ppl once again!